these days i'm into whatever comes my way, i embrace it as much as i can and if i can't, i can't, it really can't matter to much at that point in time, things always return eventually if you completely let them go, they do come back and remind you. 
recently i had a conversation with the arch angel michael whom as it turns out was very cool. my first 'real' experience with him and he was loving, understanding and giving, he listens... so if you ever feel like you have to ask for 'something to someone' ask him, he delivers. 
i really wanted to have the 15th off work but it was almost looking impossible, when it couldn't happen, i was told by a lovely old lady i work with, to ask archangel micheal, which i immediately did. 
he listened and delivered. i understand this sounds like first contact with an alien intelligence but that's what it feels like, apart from that its love at first sight from my point of view these angels come in such peace you can't help but to accept them, which is why i think i'm fascinated with science fiction as a way off expressing first contact, this also explains my fascination with plant medicines and shamanism, mysticism and magicks, invoking forces from beyond the self is a way of knowing your self. every thing is an expression of the self, so it stands to reason that your 'will' is to love it. i haven't quite got there but i feel closer today.