i have no agenda man, not when it came to you, i'm just thrilled i got to meet ya dude, and i love ya and all that jazz. your work fed me for years, it will feed me for the rest of my life and that's all i want from life. nourishment for the mind, the rest is just cosmic goop. so much of it coming in under the floorboards but authentic beauty in art just shines through the foggy atmosphere of this civilisation.
i discovered a place tag i'd taken from a table i sat with ya when you got an award. i was so happy for you, i always wanted someone else to appreciate you as much as i did, i guess it was selfish and childish but it was a special evening to see my passion for quality validated, i didn't feel so...alienated. it's like when i meet some one who thinks 1984 is the best novel ever, i'm left feeling connected by something. anyways i dunno why i'm writing this. normal service will be resumed tomorrow!