exhausted, obliterated and feeling very frail after my last stint at work, i finally have a few days to myself, i really need a long break but will have to wait until next year. for the moment i am just home-bound, which suits me. the weather is perfect so i head out to the beach for an early morning peek, the ocean is lovely, i've missed it. the day blooms into productivity, i potter around doing various chores, paying bills, writing letters and doing laundry, all the boring stuff while listening to 'tears for fears' new album. yes, not rock and roll but very good and under rated, i've always had a soft spot for them as they are actually interesting song writers. 
there's no doubt, the weariness is in my bones. i'm fighting a virus, building up immunity, attempting to get my body ready for boxing next week. fighting fit.