i awake within a dream, my excursions into dream yoga have become more and more vivid, transcending the lucid state.  thanatos and hypnos are siblings, very close and dreaming this deep is a preparation for death. i am in strange environments, unafraid but cautious, it is a dark place with bursts of colour, faces stare from the edges, some human, others animals. i expand, overwhelming it all. above the skies i look down at the earth, it's beautiful in it's fragility. a vital pearl of life in an ocean of...
...time obliterates. there is nothingness except peace. a peace so deep it's beyond sleep, beyond death. i feel immaculate, there is no desire to return to sleep, to living. peace like this obliterates the body and the mind, only some form of consciousness remains, the kind that feels like a drop in an ocean. eventually i will awaken, eventually the morning sunlight will activate my pineal gland, the process will begin. pulling me out of the tranquility towards life.
i wake up and literally jump out of bed. it's been a few weeks since i did that. there's an overwhelming sense of boundless energy and positivity running through me, an electricity propels me to the next moment, coffee, breakfast, shower, dressed for the day i am bathed in sunlight now, everything in place. i'm unlocked and loaded, my aim is true.