everything has changed, i see with such clarity now, people fall away from me like tiny flecks of dust, my vibration has shifted, i no longer attract stagnation, chaotic energies disperse as my leaks are filled and deep healing is the result by proxy, only it is sharper than blades, it cuts away and slices, i can not control it, it happens around me like a side effect it wounds and it kills but it is not my doing, it is the shift itself. i do nothing, people react violently, change occurs like a wavelength tuning in, i understand this now. i understand how fragile your world is, your strange manipulations of it, your desires to tweak and control via your convoluted means. i am sorry that all of you feel that way, i wish i could preform for you, dance your tunes, respond when you pull strings but i am a free agent and not under the spell of the glamours you wish to cast. i am lost to you now, three of you but i speak my truth, your hearts are hateful and bitter, twisted and warped, your minds unclear and polluted and your reality is distorted, you wear the mask of deception and fear the truth. there's nothing liberating in that no matter what you use to hide it, i know this for i was once like you.