dawn at the beach, i'm always here in the golden pathway, soaking up the light, feeling the energy as it glimmers across the water to my feet. my states are deep, deep and directed inwards, my body warming up as i meet the sun.
before me a crystalline sheen of water, a stillness upon the surface deep, the ocean has a calm surface, gentle mirrored reflector, a malkuth reflecting kether. i sleep inwards my journey begins with each breath as my body begins to absorb the solar fields.

and much later i'm doing my morning training, jumping up on rocks, overloaded with energy and enthusiasm. 'slow down,' the trainer says, 'slow down.'

but i can't, i've overdosed on sunlight, my batteries are ripe, i'm an energizer, just keep going, until i slip. 

for a moment i almost defy gravity, floating through the air over the massive rock, i twist my shoulder inwards so that my face won't impact and in that slight twist, i hit the ground. 

i jump up but somethings is wrong, my shoulder is hurting bad, it's probably broken, there are bruises all down my backside and leg. black and blue. 

i finish the session blocking all pain, and then it sinks in. 

painkillers, my shoulder goes numb. i get through the days, my threshold is high. my enthusiasm has not diminished. there's always ways to block pain and my energy is divine.