captain mission has the energies, his body is restored thanks to some lumberjack cake and funky beetroot, how lovely. the wild forces are still wild but they soften slightly, i have passed on the total sum of knowledge in a tiny little book to my friend, i hope she makes it. i hope i make it. i will do whatever i can to help her. i felt strangely conflicted, i see you with the eye of my heart now and i know that i must love you very deeply and that is a sacred thing. this is the man i want to be, it's the man i aspired to be once and failed and now it is the man i am.